#whatever im fine i just need to not be mentally ill and wildly insecure LOL
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I've been so unwell recently like if ANYTHING I do goes not *well* even if I had no way of knowing anything would be wrong I just start spiraling like INSTANTLY as soon as I find out
#i could make the most minor inconsequential mistake and as soon as someone points it out im like oh okay im actually the worst and the#stupidest idiot on the planet actually#but then at the same time i just have to go oh yeah its fine :) on the outside because i KNOW its absurd and weird#to be like ah yes i am the worst person alive to like a really minor mistake#but at the same time thats what it feels like!!!#all i can do is make dumb stupid mistakes! if you want something done right dont ask me cause i sure as hell cant do it!!#which feels awful cause like people rely on me to do stuff but then i ALWAYS do something wrong#and they either have to fix it or repeatedly tell me to fix little things over and over and its like why even bother getting me to do stuff#in the first place they might as well do all the work since i cant fucking do it ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜#amd its the most basic simple of things AND YET!!! i always miss something or do something wrong and not notice#and its so embarrassing to constantly be told im making stupid mistakes#like i GET IT!!!!!!! IM STUPID!!!!!!!!#whatever im fine i just need to not be mentally ill and wildly insecure LOL
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